I don't know what to type here. But I still want to write. *sigh* I feel down, uneasy, sick, confuse... All mix up. I feel like I want to throw all of that from my mouth. Everything is fine now. But I still feel like that. Am I pushing him too hard?

I'm online but I don't know what to do. I was browsing to everyone's blog hoping there's something I can read.

I also confused with which people I can trust. I trust my family and my boyfriend. Friends in real life... Well, my friends, they don't know everything about me. They only know certain things. I can't trust someone easily. Because I had tasted some betrayal. And they attitudes sometimes make me confuse, which one is true?

Sorry for making all of you tired of my entries. And thank you yuRii, fei-chan and Kimmy for your suggestions and concerns! *huggles* I really appreciate that.