my bitter sweet life

The name is
Hoshi. Chinese, and live in Indonesia. just an ordinary girl who is currently studying Japanese in a university. 23rd November 1990, she was born to this world. She loves her family very much. She's looking for somebody who can share heart with her.
She adores
JAPAN.
w-inds. is her favorite band ever! She loves them to death. She has been a huge fan of them since 2003.
This is her bitter sweet life tales...
1:29 AM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
I left home. And I just did unpack my things. I'm tired. *sigh*
I'm sad. Seriously, I want to cry now. Mom sent me to the airport, along with my sister, my brother and my aunt. Ohh don't forget my cute lil' niece. I was trying so hard to hold my tears that time. I even didn't say a properly good bye to them. *bloody cries*
I brought my doraemon doll along with me and I was hugging it all the time. Some of the people at the airport were looking at me. I bet they were wondering how old I am. But I don't really care because I was trying so hard to hold my tears until I hugged my Doraemon so tight and bit my lips.
My dad went to the waiting room first. So when I found him, he looked at my face. Looks like he knows that I'm about to cry, but he didn't say anything.
*sigh* Now no freedom for me. I'm so tired. Maybe I should sleep.
Even if we are separated far apart
From the depth side of my heart
I shouted my feelings to you
Dear... take me to your side
♥ Hoshi