my bitter sweet life
The name is
Hoshi. Chinese, and live in Indonesia. just an ordinary girl who is currently studying Japanese in a university. 23rd November 1990, she was born to this world. She loves her family very much. She's looking for somebody who can share heart with her.
She adores
JAPAN.
w-inds. is her favorite band ever! She loves them to death. She has been a huge fan of them since 2003.
This is her bitter sweet life tales...
11:20 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
Well, maybe I'm not that good person at all. *sigh*
I feel jealous to my own boyfriend and friends. So jealous of how free they are. Why are my parents so overprotective and not letting me stay on my own? I spent today in this room, sitting in front of my laptop, reading manga... I'm super bored.
My boyfriend is going out with his friends now. And tomorrow, maybe he's going to the amusement park too if we don't go out. Haih... If only I didn't live here, I must be the one who is going out with him.
I know it's not his fault. But I feel sad and angry. Why can't I get freedom like everyone else?
I hate this.
Even if we are separated far apart
From the depth side of my heart
I shouted my feelings to you
Dear... take me to your side
♥ Hoshi
