Look at what I done to my eyes. Well, I'm not that good in make up yet. So this is the result of today's training. I only have blue eyeshadow anyway. I need to buy a white one.

I started to feel sick living in this house. I want FREEDOM. *bloody cries* I miss mommy and daddy too TT^TT Last 27th Oct was Dad's b'day. I'm so sad I'm not there.

*sigh* I'm killing myself desperately.

Everyday / Can't Get Back cover is OUT!

Well, since I pre ordered the type B with this cover, I put this version cover only ^^; if you want to see the other version covers, please click here XD credits to : chycaai

Currently, I've been busy with my assignment which for my mid term exam as well. I must write essay minimal 15 pages about Fukuoka's tourism. Oh well since it's Keita's hometown I will do it with pleasure. Woops... pretend you didn't hear that (or read XD)

Ganbarimasu!

I'm BROKE O_O

I should save for w-inds. Seventh Ave. Live tour, w-inds. Everyday/ Can't Get Back single and Lead Upturn 2008!!! *dies*

There're so many things I bought this week included, my new tartan shirt, new dress, new eyeliner, blush on brush and eyeliner pencil sharpener. O_O

I should save. *sits on the corner*

And about my hair... some of it has turned to ORANGE O_O And it hasn't been one month. Well, yes I wash my hair once a day. But it shouldn't be like that right? especially it's NOT even one month!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~

My boyfriend gave this frame for me the other day XD He knows I need more frames to put all my photos with him and my friends. It's a omiyage from him from Bandung. He went there las weekend with his friends. He also gave me a cute chopsticks with a cute case and a book for kanji exercise.

I WANT BLACKBERRY BOLD. *dies*

I'm not strong enough to let myself get away from being hurt. It really hurts inside here. I know it. But I didn't even bare to move away and leave it. I'm so scared for being alone.

I want to be with him, that's for sure. But it's hurting me as well.

I'm tired.

Keita said he did cut his hair and did a image change in his blog entry 2 days ago. I've been wondering how is the result. And here it is!



I like it but it's not my favourite. It's not bad. He should try more new hair styles XD

and again... HAPPY B'DAY TO KIMMY~ XD

Happy b'day, Kimmy~

Wish you all the best XD

*huggles*

My boyfriend took this when we were dating last Friday. See my red streak high light? XD

I'm playing a new online game called Web Kare. It's kinda amusing. But it's all in Japanese, so I didn't really understand it all. I began to feel bored to play poupee. I just do the dress up everyday and then I closed it.

I bought Popteen October issue today at Kinokuniya. So happy when I see it at the shelf. I've been waiting for it. I'm looking forward for their make up lessons. I just watched a video in YouTube about how to apply eyeliner. Applying eyeliner is the most difficult part for me especially liquid liner.

But I need to buy it first since I left mine back home XD

I miss the puppies back home~ Bunkichi and Monkichi. TT^TT Uwahhh~ I wonder how big they are now.

You see, I think I shouldn't rely on someone so much. No no, I mean not using them. When that person is gone even just for a while, you will feel empty. Dammit. I had tried not to but I couldn't. I tried my best really. I never expect that person's influence will be this big towards me.

I wonder if that person feels the same.

I knew there're so many doubts inside me. But I really hope it's not true.
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I have a HUGE sprue inside my mouth. Ouch! >_<

Green Tea Truffle. I love this chocolate to death! XD Yup. It's white chocolate with green tea filled in it. It's so... OISHII!

I just started my univ and then HOLIDAY AGAIN! There's a job expo in my campus so that's why we got holiday for 3 days from Monday to Wednesday. Since I don't have class for Friday and Saturday, I got 5 days holiday XD

My study is been very good so far. The lecturers are nice, well not all of them. But I like our Nihon Go sensei! XD She's such a fancy person. No no, I mean not in the way she dressed, but her personality. She always make us laugh so it's very fun.

Finally~! Red streaks high light... MY HAIR!

Yup. I done it today. Right after I finished my classes for today, I went to the salon and did this to my hair XD Well, I did say I want purple in my previous entry but... because my hair is originally black, purple won't do except I bleach my hair.

No I don't want my hair to be bleached. It's not good for hair. So decided... RED!

Come to think of it, red IS my favourite color.

My univ started today after 2 weeks holiday. Luckily, I don't have morning class. But I do tomorrow. =_= and I have to wake up at 5.

Damn. I should sleep soon. Or else I will be so sleepy.

Anyway, see the picture above? Strawberry Cheese Cake da yo! It's so... YUMMY! Looking at the strawberries makes me... UWAH~ Ichigo! Ichigo! XD

Fortunately, I can swept away my boredom by going to the mall with my aunt. I went to Kinokuniya to buy Popteen magazine October issue. But it isn't there yet. So I bought this KERA September issue.

I kinda like lolita fashion. No no, not the hardcore one. I just love soft punk XD Yup. I love skulls too.

Oh yeah, I learn to use make up already. Well, I'm not really good. And I should buy more eyeshadows since the only one I have is blue color.

Humm... I want purple streaks highlight for my hair.

I'm bored.

I went to watch Disney Three Classic Fairy Tales today. It's quite... BORING. Maybe because I already know about the stories and how it ends. Anyway, I'm going with my little cousins. They loved it.

I've been playing Everyday and Can't Get Back over and over again. I can't wait for the PVs. I hope the PV of Can't Get Back will be awesome. I'm also saving my money to buy Seventh Ave. Live Tour DVD.

Oh yeah... Anyone going to HK this December? Please tell if you do! I need someone to help me to buy Lead Upturn 2008. You know their song 'Baby what turns you on'? I'm so dead wanna see how the live is!

Currently, I'm watching Code Geass. This anime is super cool. It's really cool to sweep away my boredom.

Anyway, I heard some news that is really making me unhappy since yesterday. But I can't and shouldn't write it here. *sigh*

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I'm going crazy. X_x Oh God... Please tell me everything that I heard is SO UNTRUE.

I'm off.

I'm back from Bandung. Did I mention I'm going to Bandung for my holiday? O_o Sorry if I didn't ^^; I just got back last night. When I got home, I quickly unpacking my stuffs and went online.

Yes! I'm searching about w-inds. in Asia Song Festival. And I watched the whole clip my friend sent to me. Thanks sharon-san!

I LOVE BOTH EVERYDAY AND CAN'T GET BACK. Everyday is a ballad song and Can't Get Back is quite catchy. And now it's hard for me to decide which limited version I should buy. Plus, Seventh Ave. Live DVD is confirmed will be release on 17th December (Ryuichi's b'day!).

This year live tour DVD is kinda special. It comes with 3 DVDs. 1st DVD is about their live tour in Budokan. 2nd is about their documentary. And the 3rd is about their final show in Yoyogi Park and not to forget their performances of their new single, Everyday and Can't Get Back.

And I must buy this one!