my bitter sweet life

The name is
Hoshi. Chinese, and live in Indonesia. just an ordinary girl who is currently studying Japanese in a university. 23rd November 1990, she was born to this world. She loves her family very much. She's looking for somebody who can share heart with her.
She adores
JAPAN.
w-inds. is her favorite band ever! She loves them to death. She has been a huge fan of them since 2003.
This is her bitter sweet life tales...
10:16 PM
Sunday, November 23, 2008

Happy b'day to... ME!
I'm back a few hours ago from treating my friends food. My boyfriend was there too. There're seven of us. I thought I would have much fun but unfortunately, I'm not... really. We went to a cafe called Strawberry Cafe.
I was completely ignored by my boyfriend since his two cousins (who are friends of mine to0) were there. I was really pissed until the surprise b'day from the staff of the cafe. They have this service for someone who is celebrating their b'day there.
Suddenly, the lights went off. I already knew there's just something not right. I knew it was coming. So all the staff were dancing (like monkeys) and some disco lights. They were singing happy b'day. I appreciate that, but not until they were singing it INTO my ear. Seriously, I almost deaf.
And I knew it was my boyfriend. I warned him before few times that I don't want any fuss. But that's the result. I got more pissed so I was just silent to him.
After that, we went to the mall. Seeing me like that, being cold to him, my boyfriend IGNORED me. He even split up with his cousins from me and my friends to go to the arcade.
I'm not pissed this time. I'm extremely SAD. Because I thought I could enjoy my b'day with him. And why couldn't he just stay? After he was gone, he didn't even send me a message or call. He promised me to take a purikura with me, but he's gone. And I have to go home at 6, that time it's already 16:30.
Then, I took myself sent him a message. THE ONE who should do it is precisely HIM, am I right? Because I thought I want to take purikura with everyone. And especially with him. But why couldn't he think?
*sigh* I'm not in the mood of studying.
Even if we are separated far apart
From the depth side of my heart
I shouted my feelings to you
Dear... take me to your side
♥ Hoshi