Like my yesterday's picture? XD

I went to the mall with my ex and friends yesterday. There're 5 of us. It was fun. My aunt and grandma are in my hometown now. So I kinda free from them. Even though my aunt told me to go home at 5 if I go out. =_=a;;

Tomorrow is Monday. No, I don't want to say I hate Monday. It's just that tomorrow is Kanji lesson, which the lecturer is so stupid. =_= I always feel so sleepy. I can't understand a thing she says. Luckily, Kanji can be learn by ourselves so...

To our stupid lecturer, please cure your stupidiot-ness. Thank you.

I brought bento yesterday to the univ. I'm kinda in "money saving" mode so yeah...

I went to the mall with my ex boyfriend. We watched Dragon Ball Evolution. And ruu-chan~ you are absolutely right! That movie is so... SUCKS! It's REALLY short and the ending is such a rush... *dies* Okay, at least the one who played Goku is kinda cute.

I'm 47kg until last Thursday. *dies*

I got my month period today... at the univ! Luckily I brought that thing. If not, I will die for sure. And my stomach started to kill me. Luckily, the Kanji test had been canceled by the stupid lecturer. I guess she finally realized how insane she is.

I have class at 7:20 am tomorrow. I have to wake up at 5 X_x Gahh~

I gained 1kg and now I'm 48!!! My friends said I'm better with 50kg which I think I looked super chubby back in those days. I don't like it. I hate my chubby face sometimes. My stomach puffed up too. I need to do sit ups again. I stopped doing that because I'm lazy. Guess this time, I have no choice but to do it again everyday.

I have Kanji test tomorrow. I hate the new lecturer for this semester. It's not that she's stupid, but her way of teaching is too faster. I didn't even understand a thing she said. And now because of her, I'm lazy to study. *sigh*

It's good. I'm happy today. This morning I went to the salon with my aunt, cream bath my hair and menicure my nails.

HAPPY 8TH ANNIVERSARY TO w-inds.!!!

Meet my lil 8 years old cousin. Her name is Alysya. She is such an adoreable and smart kid ^^

*sigh* I started to feel jealous again to my ex boyfriend and friends. I'm jealous of their freedom. I know I should feel grateful of what I've got. But this feeling is keep haunting me.

I don't know how to deal with it. Everytime I feel like that, I keep reminding me to think the positive one, but that feeling still comes to after me.

Someone, help?

I broke up with my boyfriend. I finally can mention it here. It was one month ago I guess. But I couldn't bring myself to tell people that we broke up. I just couldn't. I don't want to admit that he is not mine anymore.

Yes, it is me who want to break up. And I said those words to him and I know I hurted him so much. I don't want this either. But the situation made me to. This whole Chinese surname thingy just pressured me alot. Seeing him being lectured by his parents about it, is hurting me so much. I couldn't take it anymore. So yeah... He is not mine anymore.

Day by day since the day we broke up. I really couldn't imagine if he's not there for me. We're still in contact and that makes my heart really really happy. I need him. We still meet, text and sometimes call each other. I really thank for his willing for being my best friend.

I can't imagine if one day he dissapears. I can't accept that. I need him.

p.s. I need to get an idea fast for updating my ficcu or else, Naomi and Kiomi are going to kill me. Lol.

Hi~ It's been a long time since my last entry. Sorry about that.

My university life has started a new term. My final term holiday is also finished too. Mom came to visit me for about one week. We had a lot of fun. And now I miss her. I miss my family back home.

I have to think of something to update my story. Naomi nee-chan and Kiomi are waiting so... I'll have to hurry and think ^^;

But this is all I can say about now. See you soon!