my bitter sweet life

The name is
Hoshi. Chinese, and live in Indonesia. just an ordinary girl who is currently studying Japanese in a university. 23rd November 1990, she was born to this world. She loves her family very much. She's looking for somebody who can share heart with her.
She adores
JAPAN.
w-inds. is her favorite band ever! She loves them to death. She has been a huge fan of them since 2003.
This is her bitter sweet life tales...
12:06 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009

Meet my lil 8 years old cousin. Her name is Alysya. She is such an adoreable and smart kid ^^
*sigh* I started to feel jealous again to my ex boyfriend and friends. I'm jealous of their freedom. I know I should feel grateful of what I've got. But this feeling is keep haunting me.
I don't know how to deal with it. Everytime I feel like that, I keep reminding me to think the positive one, but that feeling still comes to after me.
Someone, help?
Even if we are separated far apart
From the depth side of my heart
I shouted my feelings to you
Dear... take me to your side
♥ Hoshi