my bitter sweet life
The name is
Hoshi. Chinese, and live in Indonesia. just an ordinary girl who is currently studying Japanese in a university. 23rd November 1990, she was born to this world. She loves her family very much. She's looking for somebody who can share heart with her.
She adores
JAPAN.
w-inds. is her favorite band ever! She loves them to death. She has been a huge fan of them since 2003.
This is her bitter sweet life tales...
4:41 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
No class for today~ means... stay at home. I've been busy studying since this morning I woke up. I have 2 tests on Monday which are History of Japan and People of Japan. Both of it are theories, means... I have to have a big capacity of memory in my brain to memorize all of it. (-w-)a;;
Since tomorrow my sister will come to visit me for one week, I'm sure I won't study. So I'm studying now. Midterm exam is coming on 23rd April.
This picture I took just now before I write this entry. I was texting with a friend of mine. Yeah I got those rolls on my hair XD
3:19 PM
Monday, April 13, 2009
Yes, I'm so stupid. I should have not care about him.
I'm stupid. Call me an idiot from now on.
10:38 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I didn't get any good night sleep these days. I've been thinking about him so much.
I keep telling myself, don't worry. You'll be okay without him. He doesn't even care about you. So why would you think about him? You'll be just fine.
My body hurts when I wake up in the morning. And I woke up few times in the middle of the night, finding myself crying. I realized I'm SO stupid. But I couldn't get a rid of him.
He'll be just fine without me. I know it.
I just know.
9:31 PM
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Gosh~ I should stop craving for food with FATNESS. But I want it TT^TT What should I do? I need to have a dance class soon! Fat burning...
I want to shop! I need to shop! LACEY TIGHTS!!! ARGH~
12:27 AM
Monday, April 6, 2009
11:05 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
I gave up my feelings. I broke up with him. I did my best to not wanting him anymore.
Yet... Friends is not allowed too?
9:38 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
The connection these days had been so fucked up. I felt ANNOYED almost everyday just because of it. Speedy (my connection provider) is SO retarded. =_=;;
The picture above was taken in my Speaking and Listening Class by a classmate. Yes, the one with white tee is me, btw.
w-inds. is going to have a new single this May. This time, they collaborate with BIG BANG's G-Dragon. Honestly, I don't know which one is G-Dragon, lol. I do know about BIG BANG. But I don't know which they are. XD I'm not into Korean, just for your information. The single this time is called "Rain is fallin'". I can't wait for this.
Yesterday I bought the latest episodes of Gossip Girl. God, I'm dying to know how it ends, even though I don't want it to end fast XD
I really like Blair Waldorf. Even she is such a bitch, I love her clothing style. And Leighton Meester is so beautiful.
And...
Happy April's Fool Day!!!
Even if we are separated far apart
From the depth side of my heart
I shouted my feelings to you
Dear... take me to your side
♥ Hoshi