my bitter sweet life

The name is
Hoshi. Chinese, and live in Indonesia. just an ordinary girl who is currently studying Japanese in a university. 23rd November 1990, she was born to this world. She loves her family very much. She's looking for somebody who can share heart with her.
She adores
JAPAN.
w-inds. is her favorite band ever! She loves them to death. She has been a huge fan of them since 2003.
This is her bitter sweet life tales...
10:38 PM
Sunday, April 12, 2009
I didn't get any good night sleep these days. I've been thinking about him so much.
I keep telling myself, don't worry. You'll be okay without him. He doesn't even care about you. So why would you think about him? You'll be just fine.
My body hurts when I wake up in the morning. And I woke up few times in the middle of the night, finding myself crying. I realized I'm SO stupid. But I couldn't get a rid of him.
He'll be just fine without me. I know it.
I just know.
Even if we are separated far apart
From the depth side of my heart
I shouted my feelings to you
Dear... take me to your side
♥ Hoshi